All poisonous thoughts of revenge are mushrooming in my head.
When I confessed this to my pastor, he gave a lecture on forgiveness and peace of my own mind. He explained further that If one is always burning with hatred and vengeance, it is definitely harmful for self, mentally and physically.
‘But I beg to defer’, I argue, ‘I think unconditional forgiveness tantamount to Acceptance of wrong doings. How can my soul be peaceful if I surrender meekly?
NOTHING CAN BE MORE PATHETIC and DISTURBING to me if I have to REPENT throughout my life having FORGIVEN an UNDESERVING ONE.