my alter ego
ForThePromptless – S. 2, Ep. 1 – The Alter Ego
Alter Ego/ personality disorder
I am Indira’s alter ego speaking, knowing fully well that she will never write this post herself. She was all against it thinking who wants to know about her, she not a famous personality etc.
I told her that even if nobody reads it, at least she will know about me and now is the time to acknowledge me.
She is full of inferiority complex, little coward afraid of fights, darkness, ghosts and everything. Whenever she was lonely, depressed and thought death is the final solution of her sickness and problems.Only I know what is she under the cool as cucumber mask. It was me, who gives her strength, courage and hope to come out of darkness, face her fears and fight with them.
She is shy, afraid of going out , speaking in public, always worrying for her near and dear ones, her friends and relatives. She thinks she is supposed to be perfect all the time and this gives her a lot of stress. I taught her that being not perfect is all right.
She does not participates in any thing for the fear of loosing. I taught her that you sometime win , sometimes you do not, but the joy of participating is bigger than everything.
Her happiness lies on others happiness. She feels guilty enjoying anything alone. I taught her that to be happy, enjoying things in life, is not a sin. She is shy of Expressing her views fearing she may hurt others. I taught her that even if you don’t agree with others is all right, she must stand for whatever she thinks is right.
I always have to be vigilant to keep her on the right track. Actually I always have to do overtime with her , even if I take a wink she will go inside her shell like a turtle.